Why I can't seem to get shit done

(and why you can't either)

You got a lot of goals. So do I.

Dreams. Achievements.

Things.

Believe it or not. The more you own, the more you build [your anxiety for not being able to let go].

Why is this important? Because it shapes your brain into thinking ok, I have XYZ to worry about, but I also want to do ABC. You know what I mean?

ABC is your dream. What you actually want to do in life. You know what I'm talking about because you feel it. It's not a loud feeling. It's more of a slow hum.

Or like the cicadas in Chiang Mai.

Cicada ambience — Thailand (video)

I'm sitting here thinking about it right now.

What do I actually want to achieve in life? It was an anxiety that I've been dealing with for a while. I don't know what you would call it.

And I feel like I'm closer to my answer than I've ever been. I will try to describe it as best as I can. Follow along. I am privileged to have met my "God", or my soul. So to speak.

My match. Have you met your match?